Somehow, I have the felling that it is a necessity that I write something.
Well, how about you tell me something about yourself?
Monday, November 29, 2010
Sunday, November 28, 2010
I have writers block. I want the words to come back to my finger tips but I am at a continuous mute of the brain. Every chance I do sit here to make an effort, I lose any inspiration and ideas that seems worthy of the time it takes to share.
Life has not been dull in any sense but in turn I am not the same person that wrote all those previous blogs from years past. Every night I go to bed and dream of a brighter tomorrow. Life is a mystery, heartache, and a sea of continuous rolling waves. Sometimes you have an oar to help direct your way and other times you are at its mercy. I keep having this continuous thought of some form of greatness. What kind of greatness is beyond me. Or is it just wishful thinking as I go though another day. I am constantly trying to surround myself with positive people and experiences but in turn I think that I may be bringing them down in some way.
I need to get away, anywhere. I have experienced greatness on different occasions. It is out there, waiting.
Life has not been dull in any sense but in turn I am not the same person that wrote all those previous blogs from years past. Every night I go to bed and dream of a brighter tomorrow. Life is a mystery, heartache, and a sea of continuous rolling waves. Sometimes you have an oar to help direct your way and other times you are at its mercy. I keep having this continuous thought of some form of greatness. What kind of greatness is beyond me. Or is it just wishful thinking as I go though another day. I am constantly trying to surround myself with positive people and experiences but in turn I think that I may be bringing them down in some way.
I need to get away, anywhere. I have experienced greatness on different occasions. It is out there, waiting.
Monday, November 22, 2010
Today at work, my blog came to mind and with it a bunch of memories and happiness. I look back at when I was so happy to get on here and share whatever came to mind or my experiences. I can't believe that this will only be the fourth time this year that I have said anything here.
Life is always there, good and bad. As of lately I have continuously let the latter over rule to much of my daily attitude and events. I have told myself several times to pull out of this hole but still seem to be just going around in circles.
Hmmmm....
Life is always there, good and bad. As of lately I have continuously let the latter over rule to much of my daily attitude and events. I have told myself several times to pull out of this hole but still seem to be just going around in circles.
Hmmmm....
Monday, August 02, 2010
Nothing remains constant except for change.
That explains my summer in so many ways. Honestly my whole year to speak of. Some by chance, some by force and others by choice. Of course it has not all been pleasure but in turn, I do not wish to reverse or rewrite any of it.
I guess that at the end of the day, hopefully we can look back on it and be able to say that we learned something and to make tomorrow better. I am about to take a huge hurdle as I am moving to a part time position with with work and becoming a full time student. Sadly, it is occurring with me at this age but I say better late than never.
In turn there is some consolation as I will be going through the struggle alone and will not have to burden a family or wife. Everything has a way of working itself out in some fashion. Of course that is not always what we hope or wish for but I say how boring would life be if everything was handed to you and never a challenge?
I have no idea what is in store for me as I begin this new journey. I feel that because I am older and a lil wiser, I will be able to excel in school as my priorities in life are different than upon me graduating high school.
Here's to the best of a new journey!
That explains my summer in so many ways. Honestly my whole year to speak of. Some by chance, some by force and others by choice. Of course it has not all been pleasure but in turn, I do not wish to reverse or rewrite any of it.
I guess that at the end of the day, hopefully we can look back on it and be able to say that we learned something and to make tomorrow better. I am about to take a huge hurdle as I am moving to a part time position with with work and becoming a full time student. Sadly, it is occurring with me at this age but I say better late than never.
In turn there is some consolation as I will be going through the struggle alone and will not have to burden a family or wife. Everything has a way of working itself out in some fashion. Of course that is not always what we hope or wish for but I say how boring would life be if everything was handed to you and never a challenge?
I have no idea what is in store for me as I begin this new journey. I feel that because I am older and a lil wiser, I will be able to excel in school as my priorities in life are different than upon me graduating high school.
Here's to the best of a new journey!
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Wow, I can't believe it has been this long since my last post. Life sure can throw many curveballs at you. How you handle them is where the true adventure of life begins. Of course there are many instances that I would have much rather not come across but who am I to decide the outcome of everything. As the saying goes, beggars cannot be choosers! The more I mature in this life of mine, I am constantly reminded of the saying that goes, "Anything in life that is worthwhile is never going to be obtained easily."
That also brings back a childhood memory of a novelty license plate that my grandfather had on his truck as I was a child. It read, "Get it the same way I did, WORK FOR IT!"
Nothing in life will ever be free. yes, you may have not paid a price for it but some time before you possessing, someone paid for it. I am not sure where I am going with this but am rather letting the words flow as they come to mind. I have many a story to share with you since my last post but then again it is in the past...I hope to eventually get them here to share with you but I am ready to stay focused on my future and quit letting my past constantly be the culprit of my downfall. I have so big changes coming to reality in a very short period. Of course I am frightened of the potential further downfall that may accompany such decisions. However, as I am already 30 and have a load of "What If's" and Would Have's, Could Have's and Should Have's. I am taking that courage to make tomorrow a brighter day for me and for those who wish to enter my life.
Welcome to my show and I hope that you will return soon and that hopefully I can give something to you, as many have given to me.
That also brings back a childhood memory of a novelty license plate that my grandfather had on his truck as I was a child. It read, "Get it the same way I did, WORK FOR IT!"
Nothing in life will ever be free. yes, you may have not paid a price for it but some time before you possessing, someone paid for it. I am not sure where I am going with this but am rather letting the words flow as they come to mind. I have many a story to share with you since my last post but then again it is in the past...I hope to eventually get them here to share with you but I am ready to stay focused on my future and quit letting my past constantly be the culprit of my downfall. I have so big changes coming to reality in a very short period. Of course I am frightened of the potential further downfall that may accompany such decisions. However, as I am already 30 and have a load of "What If's" and Would Have's, Could Have's and Should Have's. I am taking that courage to make tomorrow a brighter day for me and for those who wish to enter my life.
Welcome to my show and I hope that you will return soon and that hopefully I can give something to you, as many have given to me.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Time continues to elude me to put a blog together. I can think of many excuses but are they really worth it? Probably not, it's just that other things have taken precedence over blogging. I truly have missed 'spilling my guts' for you to come and read. I love letting my fingers type away about some random wacky event that happened to me or some off the wall thought that runs through my head.
As for instance, I witnessed a guy a few weeks back, drive his car off of a 10 ft. wall at the Sams Club parking lot here in town. He was drunk off of his ass and tried to drive away afterwards, even though we was bleeding profusely. He probably would have done it too if his car had somewhat survived the 10 ft. fall. Luckily, his stupidity only caused him injury and not some innocent sober individual. He did however come very close to rear ending me a few times before he pulled the wannabe 'Thelma and Louise'.
On another note, my crazy roommate moved out and took the dog which had become mine over the past 3 years. Even though she had consistently said that he would be left with me and agreed that he had become my dog and clearly wanted to be with me over her. The shitty thing most of all about it was that she whisked him away while I was not home. So I didn't even have the chance to say goodbye to him. I am extremely happy to be roommate free but miss my dog terribly.
I have however made a new friend that has brought the biggest smile to my face and an abundance of joy. Everyday is better than the last. So even though I have told you this a million times, I have to say thank you for being a part of my life. You know who you are.
As for instance, I witnessed a guy a few weeks back, drive his car off of a 10 ft. wall at the Sams Club parking lot here in town. He was drunk off of his ass and tried to drive away afterwards, even though we was bleeding profusely. He probably would have done it too if his car had somewhat survived the 10 ft. fall. Luckily, his stupidity only caused him injury and not some innocent sober individual. He did however come very close to rear ending me a few times before he pulled the wannabe 'Thelma and Louise'.
On another note, my crazy roommate moved out and took the dog which had become mine over the past 3 years. Even though she had consistently said that he would be left with me and agreed that he had become my dog and clearly wanted to be with me over her. The shitty thing most of all about it was that she whisked him away while I was not home. So I didn't even have the chance to say goodbye to him. I am extremely happy to be roommate free but miss my dog terribly.
I have however made a new friend that has brought the biggest smile to my face and an abundance of joy. Everyday is better than the last. So even though I have told you this a million times, I have to say thank you for being a part of my life. You know who you are.
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